Professor Richard Gill

The harmless, fragile, old professor.

Richard Gill is a very easily identifiable member of the Establishment. One of the (previously) fallen who has fought back (from being partly ostracised due to defending the nefarious 'criminals' deemed worthy of incarceration by an immoral elite) and is now being recognised as being on the right side of history. That is all he has ever wanted - to be the one who is right (KUDOS). Sometimes it is a brave, noble and good thing to do - to be seen to be challenging the narrative. But, when this strategy develops into arrogance and people are harmed, then it has gone in the wrong direction. The end does not justify the means. The good that he has done do not outweigh the terrible harms he has done. The Establishment, in case you are still not sure (they spend a lot of time making you anxious about this knowledge by withholding information), works like this:

1.They reward their own - the ones committing crimes; the ones defending their crimes; the ones incarcerating them and covering up; and the ones 'correcting' their crimes.

2.They manage the unknown (you).

3.They punish, incarcerate and persecute the known threats (dissenters; those with the wrong narrative; especially their own (Ann Widdicome also read about Barry George and Jill Dando).

4.They manipulate and propagate the right narrative for the right situation to manipulate their (and other) state actors (police; doctors; journalists; egotists; narcissists; social climbers).

They will have you killed off if you are one of the elite who has fallen off the 'right path' or if you are just 'far too correct'.

Richard knows he has made very damaging assertions about me due to his oversized ego, arrogance and belief that anything he says is far more important than the truth, especially since he is being rewarded for saying it. It raises his status. He is kept 'relevant'. He is financially rewarded. He is simply repeating the lies his 'managers' are telling him to repeat. This trait (arrogance) is very difficult in the elite - huge egos that cannot be managed. Delusions of superiority. He has made assertions and been corrected and threatened, not just by me, but also by those managing him. They (The real Establishment) know he is saying idiotic things, because they know as much as I know what the truth is and they know I have evaded their techniques to silence me. The most brutal techniques. So, now they must back down and partially submit. It is not a problem to them. It makes no difference. History will not be written for decades after they have retired. Their salaries. Their children's future. Their reputation will have been established by the time the truth gets out and they can then compare ('hopefully') the good things they have done, in comparison to the monstrous things and that narrative will be heard! Not the current narrative - the truth. Currently, their MO is that I (you) will just give up, run out of steam, lose momentum, be distracted or lose interest. Except, if your life is still being made horrendous by iditos, psychopaths and incompetents such as those in the FCDO then unfortunately you have to keep engaging and exposing them. Until they redress and stop!

But, anyway, in the true history of events chronology is important!

The passing of time and the period between their crimes and what they were allowed to continue to do, is very important. In the future history will not be written by the victors but by those in control of AI, digital censorship and digital ID. There will be no need to erase the person when they can simple 'create the narrative; delete the truth; rewrite your life; get away with murder'. Previous to digitisation they just had to exclude you from the inner circles of power or lock you up.

The Art of War by Sun Tzu (Click here to download or read online)

'Pretend to be weak so that your enemy may grow arrogant'

Sometimes you do not have to pretend to be weak for others to feel arrogant but not challenging their assumptions is the same as omitting a lie then pretending it is not a lie!

I lied to Gill by pretending I was 'weak' because i needed his status to deflect from the lies from the FCDO. I lied about being weak only - I did not lie about anything else!

Let me get back to Gill.

Gill first approached me when I was living in Poya Asylum Camp in Switzerland (now closed). I had free WIFI and could browse. I had zero money except for the 20 Euros I received for six months after becoming an asylum seeker. I could browse X and I read about Lucy Letby. There were many other things going on at the time but Lucy Letby and Richard Gill kept popping up in my feed. If you believe this was just an algorithm you haven't read about controlled propaganda or demographic targeting in digital marketing.

Gill offered to send me money. I did not ask him for money. My passport had been kidnapped by the Swiss and they refused to return it. The first thing he said to me was, without knowing me hardly at all:

"I would be surprised if you did not have PTSD by now!"

Cha ching! That gave the game away immediately. He is one of those people who engage in labelling dissenters in order to 'help them' aka 'help himself'. He is a paid investigator. He believed he knew what he thought he knew about me was accurate and in fact he did not care if it was or wasn't. He kept getting it wrong though and everything he repeated and many before him (other paid state actors) were very obvious to spot! He has been paid well for propagating a story about me! He fixed his roof recently which he tells me cost 10,000 Euros. Income no doubt gained for investigating me and other 'state jobs'. While I starved!

This is an aspect of the Establishment and British state which epitomises their immoral, political and financial corruption. People are paid enormous amounts of money to control the narrative; control and manage dissenters and potential dissenters. The aim is to make people suffer while claiming to be 'kind and helpful'. It is the epitome of the British State. The British State uses torture on their own people.

I engaged with this old man in order to understand him (I did not agree with him). He was the less psychotic side of the Establishment which has been stalking and slandering me since 2018, when the Foreign Secretary started to secretly circulate slander about me in order to ruin my international career. I knew he was certainly part of the Establishment but one that 'is paid to redress wrongs', not one who does this off his own back.

Richard Gill comes from a line of state protectors. His mother was a mathematician who worked in Bletchley Park as part of a team decoding the Enigma Machine. This was top secret work and all concerned would have been targets for the German Reich. In other words whether willingly or not Richard Gill is a state actor who is willing to earn money by doing a job which he knows harms people. He is not the harmless little old man he appears to be. He is someone who likes fighting; someone who likes status; someone who likes bullying people. He will rarely look you in the eye and he rarely justifies his assertions, preferring instead to bully those who challenge him. He prefers to bully the weak, disempowered and innocent because being exposed and challenged by these people reduces his status. Being challenged by other elites increases his status. At least they are still engaging with him!

Whilst I do not doubt Richard's claim that he does good, he is paid to do good! Once a miscarriage of justice reaches the general public and enough attention is being paid to it, in steps Richard Gill, the Establishment investigator and the narrative is managed and controlled.

What I am challenging is the harm he does, which he knows he does and which he does not care less about. I had to force him to apologise to me for a video he made recently. FORCE HIM! After I forced him he claimed, again publicly, that he was not forced.

Before I go to the evidence of Richard Gill's collusion with the British State and the FCDO, I want to explain how he is trying to manipulate the narrative about my life at the present time.

Richard has recently posted four blog posts which I wrote. I have no idea what he has said offline to people but the videos he has posted about me are absolutely dishonest and complete lies. He said he got the information from me but there is no way I would assert such slanderous bullshit about myself! That is his insanity.

So, on top of the video he created slandering me on YouTube, which I forced him to take down and forced him to apologise for, this week he asked me to send him 'Flattering pictures of my life'. Flattering - not factual - flattering! I sent him these pictures, which show some of the places I have worked and the successes in my life, across the world. These pictures are only SOME of my successes. Richard refused to publish them! What he wants are pictures that portray a poor woman, raised in an abusive family, in a poor part of town, who has had 'multiple traumas', who needs the 'good professor' to save her, since, she now has 'PTSD'. What a load of BULSSHIT Gill! What a load of CRAP!

Richard's mind is infected with a parasitic way of thinking that comes from his delusions of his superiority, superior intelligence and condescending belief that everyone who isn't from the same social class and background as he is from: wants to be like him (this is amusing); are severely damaged from the background which he doesn't have (even funnier); and are not in any way capable of achieving what he has (which most of us don't actually want) - therefore we are all victims, unsuccessful and damaged people. He lives in a bubble! He is deeply confronted by the fact people do achieve great things against all odds and would never swap their lives for what he has or he wants.

I believe Richard was making plans for me to move to the Netherlands, where he could try and do to me what he did to his other 'pet project' Jose someone. Read his blog post about this woman. It is filled with hatred. Richard tried to compare me with this woman who: hd her children taken from her; had been locked up repeatedly throughout her life; had drug and alcohol problems; was his 'pet project', whom he doesn't seemed to have helped at all given she 'disappeared and died' while in the middle of him 'helping her'! Still her maintains, 'He did everything he could'. He was probably PAID and was covering up an even bigger crime, like the state abuse of children, which we are all learning about now!

My life. In my words and pictures. Not a five minute snapshot of a woman in asylum camps!

Craiglockhart Primary School - the same school JK Rowling's children went. The school I sent both my boys to and walked them there for the best part of 13 years every morning. Where I coached the primary seven football team after my eldest son was murdered. Where I met parents that I played touch rugby with two or three times a week. Where I promoted the youth club charity I started myself after my son was murdered. Where I recruited members for the board of the same charity after my son was murdered. A charity that I personally raised over 27,000 pounds for, by myself, after my son was murdered. JK Rowling met my son and signed a book for him which is in my storage in Edinburgh. Storage which the Swiss and British governments used as mental torture against me whilst I was in asylum camps in the Switzerland, Croatia and Bosnia. Putting me in a position where I had to ask strangers to transfer money to pay for my storage because Switzerland had captured my passport on behalf of the UK. No passport - you cannot transfer or receive money. Psychological torture.

Boroughmuir High School Where both my sons went. I choose this school because it is one of the best in Edinburgh. Danny, my late son, was violently assaulted by a Palestinian boy in this school. The school called the police before telling me what happened and decided that I should not know about this violent assault and decided the Palestinian boy should apologise to Danny and that no charges should be made. The same Palestinian boy and his friends who were calling me and Danny and making sexually perverted suggestions to me. Of course the school covered this up and then excluded Danny and victimized both of us because it is easy to victimize single parents. Danny then went to Tynecastle High School - one of the worst local schools in Edinburgh. I was the only parent who turned up to all my children's parents' evenings. The only parent because my son's step father was an insecure and incompetent idiot who couldn't converse with people with brains. And, also, because he was such an idiot I didn't want his idiocy influencing my sons' education. Boroughmuir is a very middle class school.

Basil Paterson College - Where I taught Sociology for one year before leaving the UK in 2013.

Dongbei University of Finance, Dalian, China - where I worked as a teacher of English for Academic Purposes as part of a collaboration between Ulster University and Dongbei. This job was set up by the security forces so I could be watched and I was deliberately placed with three very misogynistic Irish and English men. I resigned after being bullied. The FCDO and Police Scotland had by this time sent their slanderous reports to the university and Ulster. I was told I was a security risk and treated as if I was dangerous - all because of the reports coming from the FCDO.

Drummond High School - where I took my youngest son for about four years to an intercultural summer school. The only one in Edinburgh, because I wanted him to experience intercultural environment and mix with different kinds of kids, not just the middle class entitled kids he went to school with.

The house I lived in with my two boys, mostly just the three of us, from 1989 to about 2003. The house I bought. The house I sold at a profit of about 100,000 pounds.

The first school I worked in outside of the UK in 2013. Chundikkuli Girls' College, Jaffna, Sri Lanka. I was part of a group of four people who were part of a UN and Ladies College project designed to set up Cambridge courses and exams in four different schools in Sri Lanka. The UN was supposed to recruit ten teachers but they only managed to recruit four.

The FAKE Stratford University Erbil. This is when I started to write about the British and US involvement in corruption in Iraq and when the FCDO started to circulate lies they started about me in 2018, when I worked in Raparin University in Ranya, Sulamania, Kurdistan, Iraq. I was the Director of the Language Institute of Stratford.

The Scottish Government. I worked in various SG departments when I was doing my MA in Sociology and after. All temp contracts gained through PerTemps.

My apartment looking across from Meggetland Park where I used to go running and play touch rugby. Where I use to take my boys to play.

Soran University, where I worked in the Language Institute. My second job in Kurdistan in 2014.

The Dubai Education Department, where I worked in the Assessment Development Unit.

The Scottish Government in St Andrew's House, Edinburgh, where I worked (for about six months) as personal assistant to Geoff Huggins, one year before I left to go to Sri Lanka. I also worked in Standards and Procedures in George IV Bridge; Community Safety; Census Office; Crofting Dept; Children and Families. All very boring jobs with very entitled boring people.

Richard Gill wants me to post pictures of the very worst parts of Edinburgh to try and make it look like I am a 'deranged and damaged, uneducated woman who has PTSD'. His narrative coincides with the FCDO narrative.

Here are some examples of Gill's lies:

Gill stated that he wasn't forced to apologise to me after he made a video implying 'She is a perfect example of someone who comes from a broken home; has suffered multiple traumas; did not raise her children; is intellectually impaired; suffers from PTSD due to multiple past traumas!' Except, none of that is true and he also has no proof that it is true.

I am (was) a very successful woman, in spite of the odds against me because I made the right decisions; educated myself; raised my children well and sent them to the best schools; kept them at arms length from my insane family from when they were very young; raised them as good moral men; was not protected from abusive men and abusive people who murdered my son, so I left the UK and found success and peace outside of the UK. I am a warrior and a survivor. I am nobody's victim. I am one of the majority who do not seek out therapists every time some life event happens. I am someone who perseveres.

Unlike Richard, who covets every little difficult situation as if it is a label to be shouted about, I am philosophical about the events that have happened in my life. Unlike a small minority of people (usually the privileged and middle class) I do not run to a therapist every time a normal life event happens. And, unlike the current generation, we don't treat normal or even unusual life events like they are mortal wounds that we will never recover from. My generation had to suffer poverty, abuse and political snobbery and we just dealt with it.

I, personally, resolved the murder of my child by focusing on my other child, making sure he was as happy as he could be, making sure he was getting a good education, and then respecting his wishes when he decided to live with his father.

When the time was right, and he was a fully grown man, then I decided to write about his brother's murder. The cover up of his murder. Judge Colin Boyd's role in his murder. And the reason I am and was stalked, persecuted and slandered across the world, when I started to write about other forms of corruption and persecution involving the British state.

But Back to The Establishment hack - Richard Gill. I have other posts which I will post which demonstrated Gill's false assertions that I am/have, 'racist; paranoid; a conspiracy theorist; have PTSD; should not criticise Soros, WEF, EU, Von Der Leyen; should not question his assertions ever because he has no intention of ever justifying them'. But at the moment I am making these available and am going to ask Gill to comment on his lies here.

This is Richard Gill - after he posted a disgusting video asserting all of the above. He refused to remove the video and said he was 'going to bed'. He then claimed he was not 'forced to remove the video'.

My point in posting our personal chats is two fold - to prevent him doing it again; to make him realise I know he is lying and I have tonnes of evidence; to show what a hypocrite he is (constantly attacking people who stitched Lucy Letby up whilst doing exactly the same thing to me). I would like Gill to explain why my assertions are wrong and tell us what it is like, if they are wrong, to have the narrative of your life flippantly written about like this. For some people, they do not stop being abusive until their lies are exposed and they are forced. In my opinion, this is exactly what the Establishment is about - they will never back down until you force them and publicly humiliate them. For the rest of us, we are supposed to just have 'morals', i.e. submit to their preferred narrative and not upset the apple cart. Here is Richard in his own words:

NEXT UP - more false assertions from Gill. Yesterday, after two years of abuse from Gill I sent some very angry emails (yes there is swearing in them - so what - after his lies and abuse who can blame me. I make no apology for swearing at this liar). He has been sending me money but refusing to reimburse me adequately for the work I have done for him - in other words making a profit from me on two fronts and trying to control my story/narrative and my life with drips of cash. He got me to do some work for him, including create the Allitt sheet which he took credit for, again until I forced him to cite me properly.

The British Establishment have no morals, are greedy, delusional, self-serving incompetents.

Anyone who has been targeted by the British Establishment will tell you how vicious and neanderthal they are. The old familiar bigoted views come across. The old class based opinions that all poor people created their own fate. That the elites deserve to have everything, including morality and the time to ponder on life's great mysteries. To comment on the great unwashed. And, never have to justify or provide evidence for anything but expecting everyone else to. After all, it's just about power. The facade of meritocracy was always just a facade.

Here are some of the insulting things Gill has done, not just to me, but to some other dissenters.

Gill claiming I 'threatened suicide and locked myself in a room'! This came directly from the FCDO. Richard has repeated this in multiple places to help with his ego problems. Richard has no experience outside the cosy bubble of academia where he has been living unaffected by the real world for decades. Commenting on miscarriages of justice, taking his 'objective but compassionate' approach, while getting some kind of sick kick out of writing, very incorrectly about the lives of the people he has the privilege to engage with. He really should stick to numbers because people are a bit too complex for his binary brain. Take the money Richard, stop pretending you can empathise with the victims, stop calling people 'cases' and stay in your lane. You do not understand people at all and you damage people pretending that you do! Let alone the fact he has no real connection to anyone outside of his own little elite group. Nobody like Richard could ever understand a culture like the Iraqi Kurdish culture. Never in a million years and expecting me to enlighten him when he calls the Barzanis 'warlords' is like asking Mohammed to move the mountain. It was like he was talking about a Tom Cruise movie - so ignorant! He was/is so far detached from the real world. The more I tried to explain what he didn't know or understand, the more condescending, angry and abusive he became. Constant name calling. He really cannot handle people disagreeing with him.

Directly from the FCDO! Word for word! No attempt at all to ask me what happened. Just completely blind to the fact the FCDO lie constantly.

Richard created a drive so he could view the documents then did not view the documents and lost the documents. Promised he would assist me in proving they were bullshit then caved and became a bit of a coward. Because he is being paid by the FCDO and the Swiss government! No other reason to repeat something like this without investigating first. Total liar!

Richard, who has only ever lived his adult life in The Netherlands, calling ME a racist when I have lived for the last 13 years outside of the UK for most of it. I, unlike him, have also spent a lot of time fighting against discrimination UNPAID.

Richard confuses me asking him for a statistical analysis and interprets it as a desire to ask him for 'emotional support'. For god sake! He repeatedly treats me like a damsel in distress and refuses for two years to give a statistical analysis. He speaks to all of the people who wrote shit about me, get invited no doubt to 'discussions', get fucking paid, and then decides his new friends' reputation is more important than my life! Continues to make false assertions! Repeatedly refers to my life as 'a case'! How fucking insulting! Who decided I was 'a case'? Whose fucking 'case' am I? This is bullshit condescending crap. The desire to constantly treat people like 'objective data' is the exact opposite of compassionate. This guy is seriously deluded.

Again, asserting, implying I am of the most sever mentally retarded you can be. Without evidence! Without any connection to reality at all! "I got asked to comment on your 'case' in one of the LL groups? Oh, really Gill! You got asked to comment on 'my case'? WTF does that mean? It means you have been discussing and making assertions about something you know fuck all about! Who the hell do you think you are? Was this after your very insulting and slanderous YouTube video, which I FORCED you to take down, and FORCED you to apologise for? Delusional extraordinaire!

Constant criticisms of people who criticise the establishment - never offering evidence and always refusing to justify his assertions. Ironic! Richard Gill is an Establishment HACK. This is about Professor Peter Gotzsche https://x.com/PGtzsche1

Everyone is wrong except Gill and everyone needs to provide proof except Gill. And everyone who disagrees is: angry; paranoid; racist; a conspiracy theorist. Does it get anymore typically establishment than that?

Gill then went on to publish absolute BULLSHIT TWICE. He then kept derailing conversations so that people could not see what he is and was doing. He cannot handle being challenged and is only ever polite when he is caught in public because like all insecure people he only insults people in private.

Again, so quick to defend the Establishment and elites.

Really dislikes criticisms of Von Der Leyen, the WEF, Soros and the elites. Never justifies of provides evidence. Ironically demonstrates the exact fear reaction I am talking about.

Total arrogance.

Doesn't really like human beings and human reality. Needs to spend a long time 'practising humanity' because it does not come naturally.

He said this then went completely against my wishes, no doubt influenced by his little fan base who massage his ego and he takes it all. So willing to invade my privacy, discuss me like I am some objective object, absolutely no concern for my privacy or dignity, then throws a few hundred Euros my way to deal with his guilt. Not a nice guy! I was curious as to why Richard had so many enemies but now I know.

An update (22nd July 2026)

The above post was made on Thursday the 16th of July 2026.

The next day, after reading the post above, Richard Gill sent me more cash, as he usually does, regularly. Which I cannot survive without, having been scammed by a Sri Lankan Tamil who I thought was a distant friend. My civil legal case is about to go to court in Colombo and will take months if not years. I am stuck in Sri Lanka but relatively at peace here.

As I have experienced over the last six to eight years, people are very willing to exploit my skills because they know I am in an impossible situation. This is an aspect of persecution which I am confident the British State knows happens, as they have considered all aspects of what persecution does to a person and know it is absolutely effective.

I currently have a financial dispute with a restaurant owner in Sri Lanka who got me to spend six weeks making a website, professional flyers and doing other techy stuff. He is one of a long line of greedy people willing to exploit someone in my position.

Back to Professor Richard Gill and his generous Euros, which I am eternally grateful for. Western Union gift sent 19th July 2026.

Richard Gill is called to London the following week.

The blog post above, and my additions to the blog post, are for you to interpret. You can ask Richard Gill what he thinks about them (he will refuse to respond publicly), but immediately after (before sending me money) this is what he said to me when I asked him how he was explaining the 'new narrative':

And, this is the video response I had to post online, on X, to stop him making this assertion (that he knows what I think, whilst completely ignoring his own agency in our conversations and taking no responsibility for his own actions, and ultimately disrespecting my wishes to do nothing at present), which he has done repeatedly, privately and publicly:

https://video.wixstatic.com/video/d98c36_69a259db88b34d2f9ec4bb30846e564f/480p/mp4/file.mp4

The reason I make lots of videos is two fold. One, to get my experience and message across. Two, because in situations like this with Richard Gill, and other paid state actors, they never present the full story. My videos are 'limited' in who can view them and 'The Narrative' the British State has created for me, is pushed, and promoted as much as possible, while I am silenced. It is also because I am forced to constantly explain my life as this narrative is circulated globally to people with enormous power, behind the scenes. I have posted evidence of this on the rest of the main website. People like Richard, whether he is well meaning or not, believe they understand what has happened to me and believe they understand corruption, persecution and false narratives. But, from speaking to multiple people, people deeply involved in my life, there is a point at which I can see clearly where they cannot comprehend the level of corruption I am dealing with. Richard, whether he is a paid agitator or not, does not understand my situation. For the last two years, he has written, on my behalf, to asylum lawyers in Croatia and Bosnia, with the added caveat: 'Lucy's behaviour may seem strange.' I have not challenged this vague assertion because it has multiple interpretations, which could be true, in the past, in the present and in the future, for multiple reasons; and due to, largely, the interpretation of the person reading his letters. I needed Richard's status and inclusion in my life to stop people doing anymore harm to me. People assume he is observing closely and methodically because of his specific genius level of intelligence. I do not believe he is or was. I, of course, could not tell him everything that was happening give in asylum camps everything you do online is intercepted and recorded! I was investigating my own ethnographic research, in Switzerland, Croatia and Bosnia, in order to get to truths coming from the FCDO and British State, which they refused to give me via Subject Access Requests. They were also deleting information, spreading lies and stalking me

Gill, then immediately states, after all of the above, and me demanding he stops claiming he knows what I think, and to remove my posts from his website, etc., (while I think and observe what he does with his 'new narrative'): "I have asked for a meeting with David Davis, MP and sent his PA this!":

What I want you to do, and what I believe Richard has to do, is prove or disprove what I am saying (in this blog post) and go through the motions, which I have outlined in several emails to Richard. Here is one - which I sent to him, before he sent me the money and after I wrote the above blog post):

This is a lesson on what you consider proof and what you consider opinion. I have created a narrative, which I might believe is true and I might not believe is true, but the lesson does exactly what I wanted it to do:

It teaches the person, this time Richard, what it feels like to be at the centre of a narrative, that may or may not be true, that they may or may not agree with, but which is a very powerful narrative. Except, it is only coming from a powerless woman, who is the subject of persecution and who has been labelled a pathological liar, by those persecuting her (as well as much nastier claims - repeated a thousands times, in multiple langauges).

You are The Observor (like the people persecuting me).

As the observor, you job is to do the following:

1. Assess whether Richard follows the action research steps and experiential learning steps listed below (given to him already).

UPDATE

Since uploading this blog post about Professor Richard Gill and trying to get him to appreciate the desperate situation I am in, due to being completely destroyed reputationally by the FCDO, Police Scotland, the IPT etc, Richard has not ceased his attacks on me. He did not consider any of the above, abusive. He tried to talk to David Davis about me, without my consent (I did consider it for five minutes) but then some people sent me the absolute dangerous lies Gill was sending people, whilst telling me: I am not a liar!

Judge for yourself!

He is both a liar and an establishment hack!

My mind is open if Gill or anyone else wants to prove me wrong!

If you look at his behaviour over these emails, let alone the last three years, it is clear he has been one of the people slandering me.

He clearly does not understand Iraq, the Barzanis (who he previously called ;warlords') or anything he is claiming he can represent me on. Yet, seems to have been spreading this absolute shit everywhere. It was very difficult to get him to shut up!

Our last communication - where I ask that he stop spreading lies and claiming he is representing the truth! It is his ego, and a very typical establishment problem, that encourages him to treat me like a little pet project, with no volition and no right to defend myself. Exactly the same story for the last eight years of my life!

We slander you!

We pretend we are not doing it!

We never provide proof!

We encourage our friends to do the same!

They either inadvertently or deliberately follow the same insanity!

You cannot tell us to stop and we don't care how much it harms you!

This is the thing Professor Gill is so keen to hide. This is the thing he refused to disclose to me for three years. This is the thing that he hid and then claimed I was the one who had PTSD. And this is the thing which prevents any live and honest dialogue with Richard Gill. If he had disclosed this belief when we met, he knew I would not have spent to much time and energy asking him to help me; would have 'related' to him differently (because he simply cannot communicate normally); or I would not have asked him for help to start with. And, those are the reasons he did not disclose he believes he is 'bipolar' - the risk of stigmatisation and ostracization. And, due to his enormous ego, and the fact he is a paid establishment hack, this is exactly the reason he keeps asserting, 'She has PTSD'. Because it gives him a feeling of power and deflects from the fact: He believes in this psychiatric bullshit more than anyone else!

Throughout our conversations, every time I disagreed with him, he would say, 'You are triggered. You are raging.' When I simply disagreed in WhatsApp chats and asked him to provide proof.

Richard Gill can challenge these assertions at any time. I am not hiding! I treat people exactly the way they treat me. Except I use facts and not ChatGPT made up crap.