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Please note: I wrote these for S4J NL before I realised Professor Richard Gill was slandering me and completely misrepresenting what was happening to me. Read this post Fourth Blog Piece for S4J Competing narratives and confirmation bias. Power and powerlessness! In this blog post for Science for Justice (NL) I am using mainly two psychological theories, confirmation bias and cognitive dissonance to explain why ordinary people have been fooled into believing the lies about

(Please note: this post was originally published 2nd Jan 2026. While I was in India). In this video I explain how people are being manipulated and why they keep reverting to the FCDO's preferred narrative. When gatekeepers (immigration officers; police in foreign countries; employers; colleagues; random people) keep asking me questions about this I have to keep explaining 'this', and this is to distract and deflect attention from the real stories of CORRUPTION. This tactic

(Please note: This post was originally published on the 1st January 2026, when I was in India). Any parent has a natural instinct, whether they are aware of it or not, to protect their children. It is a very visceral instinct. I believe women feel this very strong instinct first, due to the fact our hormones change as soon as we become pregnant. I noticed as soon as I became pregnant with Danny that my body was amazingly strong, protective and capable of amazing things. G

There is a natural state that your body is supposed to be in. Physically, mentally, spiritually, politically, socially and existentially. You are born in this state and the essence of that state is that you are closely connected to the nature that brought you into existence - not just the human beings. You are a creative entity with a wonderful imagination, who understands, as a very small child (not fully aware of who or what you are), that there is so much you do not know

CORRUPTION - Involving the Investigatory Powers Tribunal Court (Where Judge Colin Boyd silenced me again; fifteen years after silencing me when he covered up for the murder of my sixteen year old son!) This video is explaining how corruption works in the United Kingdom. Listen carefully, because all other narratives, that I have PTSD etc., originate from the British State's need to silence me about all their multiple forms of corruption: Corruption in the cover up of the mu

The harmless, fragile, old professor. Richard Gill is a very easily identifiable member of the Establishment. One of the (previously) fallen who has fought back (from being partly ostracised due to defending the nefarious 'criminals' deemed worthy of incarceration by an immoral elite) and is now being recognised as being on the right side of history. That is all he has ever wanted - to be the one who is right (KUDOS). Sometimes it is a brave, noble and good thing to do -

Please note: videos, documents and pictures of other asylum camps and even worse things that happened in Switzerland have been deleted from my (previous) laptop and my (previous) laptop has been hacked multiple times, to destroy evidence. Poya and Grolley - Swiss asylum camps. I was assaulted, in Grolley, Switzerland by Ellen D(an African) for the third time. 20th June 2024. Ellen has been given asylum, for no apparent reason other than she wanted it! I defended myself, w

Please note: I wrote these for S4J NL before I realised Professor Richard Gill was slandering me and completely misrepresenting what was happening to me. Read this post This is a compilation of the blog posts on Science for Justice, Netherlands - you can find the link at the top of this website. The post(s) below and the up-and-coming additions, reposted here, are more accurate in terms of better grammar, better ways of expressing things and more thorough. Professor Gill

Everything that happened in Switzerland, from the moment I left the UK, was managed and orchestrated by the FCDO and Starmer. Mainly to protect his reputation, not because he was interested personally in my situation. Directly after Judge Colin Tyre denied me the right to an IPT Appeal (Edinburgh Inner House of the High Court, Oct 24) accusing the Investigatory Powers Tribunal of protecting Police Scotland, child abusers and the Barzanis, and denying me my human rights. I w

Or is it 21 years? It depends on where you take it from. From when Judge Colin Boyd refused to even give me a reason for not investigating the death of my child (2005), or from when he silenced me, again, in my case against the British State in the IPT Court in December 2021. Let's look at all who are complicit in refusing to respond, because refusing to respond means you are complicit. Elected UK Politicians and Cabinet Ministers This is the list of British Prime Minister

The Kafkaesque Nightmare This is the route I took to escape Switzerland and fulfill the illegal criteria Michael Vallelian set for me to have my passport returned. He said: Leave Switzerland. Give me tickets to a country outside the Schengen area, as you are barred for three years from being in the Schengen area. Get then give me a residency visa without your passport (impossible). If you do this (impossible actually), then I will return your passport. So, I left and tested e

The Deceptive Encounter at the Embassy Although the Croatian woman at the British Embassy was rather pleasant, I couldn't shake the feeling that she was either lying or genuinely believed the fabrications spilling from her lips. Whoever instructed her to say those things was certainly not being truthful! It felt like she was fishing for information, trying to uncover whether I had ever set foot in the British Embassy in Switzerland. Why? Because the British Embassy had illega

I repeatedly tried to find ways to adhere to Michael Vallelian's illegal and unachievable goals to get my passport back and he repeatedly lied and tried to return me to the UK, where I do not normally live. Here are some of the email conversations. Michael makes numerous false claims and on multiple occasions sent very violent officers to try to arrest me. I was dragged backwards, I have my door kicked in, I was strapped to a chair as if I was dangerous - I was very calm.

Since I started to write about Kurdistan and my two worst experiences in Kurdistan, which were not in fact typical of my experiences in Kurdistan, I have been stalked. Here are some of the fake accounts and fake jobs I have been offered since October 2023. These are coming from the FCDO, Police Scotland and security services in the UK on behalf of the judiciary I am criticising. They are obvious scams and some are quite sophisticated. Sometimes, I even went along with pre

The Reality of Asylum in Switzerland In most of the Swiss asylum camps, the staff comprises individuals from diverse backgrounds—Muslims, Arabs, Turks, Kurds, Somalis, Africans, and more. Astonishingly, nearly 90% of these staff members are non-Swiss. This demographic reality shapes the culture within the camps. The treatment of asylum seekers often reflects the prevailing culture of those who dominate the environment. What’s truly alarming is the existence of multiple, separ

To be continued: Help and advice from who?

I have NEVER locked myself in a room threatening suicide! I did have to save my life and save myself from being harmed, in Kurdistan, after Sallah Xoshnaw contacted his Kurdish friend in Erbil British Embassy and told him a whole load of lies because I have 'humiliated and shamed him in public'. Let me just explain the cultural meaning here. 'Humiliation and shame' to an extremist Kurdish man can mean a woman, any woman, calmly and publicly saying, 'No thank you. To an inv

What is trust? In my experience around the world the British have a very specific way of eroding trust and not such a good way of building trust. The British way is to divide and conquer. Promising rewards, money, relationships, friendships, open doors, valuable contracts and valuable insights in exchange for choosing a side. Because they realise perception is everything they are culturally programmed to create a perception of themselves which aligns with their perceived po

Asylum is a complex and often misunderstood topic that evokes strong emotions and opinions. Most people do not understand the process. Citizens of countries in Europe that offer asylum most certainly do not know what happens in the asylum camps. In Europe, and probably also in the UK, the asylum process is a vital aspect of the immigration system, providing refuge to individuals fleeing persecution, violence, and human rights abuses in their home countries. Asylum seeker